This morning, I stepped out onto the porch to get so
When I opened the door, I thought I was staring at death.
A reddish mass lay in the middle of the porch, motionless, silent, wrong.
My heart pounded as I stood there, unable to step closer, unable to look away.
For a long moment, the world shrank to that single spot on the porch. The bundle of fur looked almost alive, as if it might suddenly uncurl and stare back at me.
I searched for a rise and fall of breath, a twitch, a sound—anything. There was nothing. Just the eerie stillness and the cold boards beneath my feet, holding this inexplicable, reddish shape like an accusation.
When I finally understood what I was seeing, the fear didn’t vanish; it changed.
It wasn’t a sleeping animal at all, but a discarded piece of fox skin and fur, likely dropped by a coyote in the night.
The realization brought a strange mix of relief and sadness. Nature had left a quiet reminder on my doorstep: life and death pass close to us, even when we’re safely locked inside, pretending the wild is far away.
